What can make me update this xanga but you?  I guess I only use it whenever something momentous happened in my life.  This is it.  I felt it for the first time.  Love?  My heart breaking.  I don't get it.  It never really started, how did it ever end?  Nothing has ever meant the world to me.  No girl has ever made my eyes water.  I am a dumbass.  You cancelled tonite, I am sulking like a baby.  I probably overthink it, because I measure you differently than you measure me.  I expect too much.  Yeah. Tingting.  Take care, I know I can't anymore.  I'll miss you so much. 

Eliott : )

P.S. wait.. kids?!  Now you are way ahead of me, hehe.  A postcard a week it is then.  Still missing you like karazy. 

yo peeps, Happy new years... havn't been up here for such a long time... 

"immature bastard"... I learnt that from Rach... valuable lesson, in fact I am one, I will try hard this year to work that off... I guess ppl my age is starting to worry about their fuking grades for a change... well tat's another thing I wanna work on... a long ppl's list... well cutting it short here goes:

7/7- we still need a time to rly b together eh...my best buds 4/4- after exams, dim wa?  "uncle and auntie" - wt a holiday.. both of them here Drew and Big D (N.G.)- been how many years now?  already lost count... my two bros always here for me... Jer- learn ur chinese bro ... i dun like tat bloody accent u add to it... dun turn gay...Geoff- wen's the next boat party... keep up the long stories... we always need tat wen we r dead bored on the streets...Maggie- hand warmer Sharon- still owe me ma ticket Cassie- thz for the small talks CAr- my sis wor... can't believe havn't seen ur place yet... dun forget me next time Candice, Viv- savoring last year eh? KeiKei- wrong prediction Lor Bet zai-  dun screw up in Amanda- can't wait to see u... arriving tnite.. miss the river cam eh? JJ- 10 minutes wasn't really enough eh? James- didn't noe u were there tat nite... take care... of...hm..  Lun2Marcus-  hey.. nt tat tall anymore.. can't wait for u to tell me u broke the 100 m free man...  tat's for now... limited to ppl of my grade... so dun worry.. if u r nt mentioned... it means i luv u even more... inexpressable..

To Koala and Low B... all the best u 2.. all the best...New year's couple

 my turn to weep again... for those who know my worry.... well i think it'll b a gd choice if itz real... bt wt a surprise ppl... ......itz lock on time 4/4 

Eliott to all

all is ending, all is grey, but no worries ppl..... best friends shall last, nth will change us....to dine and boobs, last foreva, remember i call "bestman".  to my sistas (becs, dine, cher and car), remember ur bro la.... to 4/4, we ain't gonna break man....last of all 7/7 luv ya all....

to the gal i luv.... u still make me wanna... but i noe u r in luv, I can't stop u from tat, skools r ending, but it won't end my feel for ya gal....

THANKS FOR THE GREATEST PARTY PPL, LUV U ALL!!

New song: You make me wanna......

My sistas noe who makes me wanna la..... now becs my sis also la, so cherry u noe la...wont ga la.....and i m kinda liking the one a lot.....so mayb i wud b the first of the four ;)......  This song is exactly how i feel....

Changed the pic, changed the song.....life is changing for everyone of us.  Why can't it just change it "my way" like the song.....  luv u gyz man....

If cambridge has the spots, I'll b there and spend it wif dine, d and cher= my "family".

little sth u gyz mite remember

 figure the cute couple, congrats 6 months!

It's us 7/7 man, bobby, then me, mark, cherry, flying clint, dine and becs.   Luv u gyz man.... hope this'll neva change